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I think I'm bipolar sometimes, because I go through extreme changes in mood. But my doctor assured me I wasn't so I just have to take her word for it.
I'm unafraid to love and immerse myself into new things.
My co-trainer once said I always have a marshmallow under my butt because I'm always bubbly and happy even when things seem to fall apart.
Maybe because I know one thing, and I live by it, swear by it.
All things come to pass.
psst. new link.
added you to my links. 
i’m not a pet lover that’s why. i can prolly take fish…NOT! no, seriously, maybe i’m getting older, haha. will write more about this next time.
hi…blog hopping. i like reading your posts. will come back soon for more. mind if we exchange links? just one question… why do you hate dogs?
heey.. wandering 
i so very suddenly decided to dig up all of my white clothes in an effort to look good in my new tan.
the tan was a couple of weeks in the making but was gained mainly from going to Anawangin Cove in Zambales. beautiful place, and i can see myself there again sometime in the future.
i have not been blogging much maybe due to work…and then there’s facebook…and recently i got remote access..but oh well… that’s why i got a free blog provider, so that i could come back in the future and write something worthy and not worry about cost.
lord…so many things have happened. i’ve been in and out of training in 6 months and back in compliance. i love it.
on the love life side…ahm… maybe another post on that.
i’m just happy today. one of those days when everything is just going right. 
oh my god… all the hard work and discipline finally paid off…. i am going home on time!
hooray! i’m jumping for joy…well inside at least…while i surreptitiously take a peek at my surroundings here in the office.
i actually have to elongate my neck a bit…you know how "cubicly" offices go.
although i am still pissed at pbcom for not returning the debited money to my account yet, i’m finer than i’ve felt in days.
it’s a monday, and i get to go home on time. it maybe a small feat to a normal person, but for me?
ah haven’t been able to do that since i was raised from entry level. thank god for delegation, inspiration and john maxwell.
i was looking out at my newly well-laid view and to my dismay, realized that there’s no traffic.
it’s a tuesday, ladies and gentlemen, and there wasn’t so much as a clogged view of bumper to bumper cars down the streets of ayala.
i was 33 floors up, and it seemed as if nothing really mattered from up here. all i had to worry about was my work, and my pc and my papers and all the things that make us earn money, that eat our time, and in the end become the cause of our sickness and early deaths.
i don’t know if it’s just the work talking but the things that transpired this month exhausted me in a way that no physical work can. i am mentally exhausted. i am terribly spiritually drained.
it must be the fact that no traffic signified i was going to get home early and this being my 16th hour in the office, meaning i didn’t take advantage of it, makes my heart sink…
i am a loser to be staying here too long.
i gotta get my ass home.
For a first post, I wanted this to be welcoming and happy and sweet and warm.
But it’s a bad time to be writing about first posts today, because today just isn’t my day and I need to tell the world about it, tell anyone, breathe it into the words I’m typing now.
TODAY IS NOT MY DAY. I sincerely hope somebody is having a good day because that at least will make me feel a little better. At least someone’s having a good time.
Last night, I slept with the expectation that things are going to be splendid today. But unfortunately, what we dream about and what actually happens are two entirely different things, which means my day turned out the opposite of what I thought it would be.
Have you ever had anything all laid out, mapped out perfectly and then all of a sudden goes out of control?
***sigh***
I need to sleep. 14 hours of work just isn’t the right way to live.
I want to come out in the surface and just breathe because now, when I lay it all out on the table, I’m going to be swamped so much I would have to cancel all my leaves till June including my birthday leave if need be.
But darned it. I wanted to this. Maybe I’m a classic example of being careful of what we’re wishing for because we just might get it. Boy, did I get it.
It’s a great thing I have him. Or else I would be flailing in the ocean of workload and not have time to smile, or breathe. I would probably just sink to the bottom and stay there and cry.
But I have him. And I’m gonna see him later. And he will kiss all this away. And I’m going to be so happy I wouldn’t remember that I feel like hell today.
So hmmm. There is a God, after all. Ha!
